When a Girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers 'I'm fine' after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says 'I love you', she means it.
When a Girl says 'I miss you', no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once, so make sure u spend it with the right person.
Find a Guy...
Who calls you beautiful, instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy...
Who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you, & how lucky he is to have you..
u know something? i've met that guy, that guy who tells me i'm the beautiful when i'm sick and having disgusting running nose lying in bed in my cartoon pajamas.
who always calls me back everytime we fight n when we hang unpleasantly.
who stays awake to watch me sleep cos i was feeling vulnerable when he hasnt slept in a day.
who always kisses my forehead or hand when we say goodbye.
who hugs me in front of his frens.
who whispers 'i love you' in my ear when we're shopping and mouths 'i love u' when we're with our frens.
who's always empathetic and totally loving, unconditionally.
who nv stays mad at me.
who nv ran away when he knew i was sick.
who still stuck around irregardlessly.
who acts as my crutches when im limping.
who nv raises his voice,
i think i hv met the perfect man.
But yet a series of happenings made me ask myself, 'n wat hv u done for him?'
and sadly, my most honest ans to myself is 'nothing'
till 10 mins ago, i felt sad cos i couldnt do anything to help.
2008 had been tough, now that i dun hv an expiry date anymore, i will become a more loving and affectionate person, i promise, not only to him, n everyone else that is impt.
if your reading this cos you know the url by heart, then ur an impt person too. =)
1:38 AM
u know how life can be depressing every once in a while? tt's how im feeling right now. bloody depressed. confined at home cos of my many injuries n wounds, have many things i wanna share w someone but cant find anyone suitable. These 3 weeks hv been hyper crazy! i wish i hv an outlet for it. U know how u can hv so many pple surrounding you but yet you feel so alone n lonely, sometimes i feel tt way.
u know wat, i hv so many things on my mind i wanna write about i dunno where to start, when i try to focus on one particular point in my mind, tt point vanishes, brilliant aint it, the way ur brain works.
u know how someone can be incredibly talented yet handicapped at the same time? there's an extrememly rare brain dsyfunction, that usually people with autism may have, its called savant syndrome if i remembered correctly. Peolple with Savant syndrome has no left and right brain, they only have 1 brain, all in the middle, and bcos of that, they have an amazing capacity of memory, they are able to remember almost everything they read n come across.
i happen to see a documentary on such a person, who is in his fifties now, the doc had deduced that he will make it pass 8yrs and even if he did he will nv be able to walk and suggest putting him in an institution. but this man did all that and more, he nv forgets any book he read, he remembers every single book he reads! word for word, he is able to tell you the line and page number n recites word for word. He can walk like everyone else however, he needs little help with his everyday life. His dad nv gave up on him, he found wat the doctor said as ridiculous, his son could remember every book he read, n cos of his love for his child, his child now shines, n ever so brightly. They now travel all over the states and give talks to college students and the public about his son and his incredible talent and creating awareness. A movie was made in 1988 about this guy, named Rain Man, starring Tom Cruise, the only difference is tt in real life its the Dad caring for this guy instead of his brother. Worth catching. =)
i've watched another documentary on 独居老人 in sinagpore, n was so suprised to find out that there are over 20,000 old pple living on their own in SIngapore, some even hv to rely on their also-elderly-but-not-as-old-as-them-n-can-still-walk-with-a-walking-stick neighbour to buy them meals.
its heart-wrenching but i felt helpless as i watched the doc. the only thing i can do is to make sure that my parents will nv become or join the 20,000 statistics.
nv ever let the convenient excuse of 'im busy' and take you away from the pple that matters. ur frens, family, ur significant other, ur grandparents, ur buddies. Everyone.
I use to not unsderstand y someone would not live everyday with hope and see each tmr as a brand new day of opportunities as i do, i would think they need a readjustment of their mindset, n completely disagree with ther pessimism. but as i grow up i realised that its probably cos they hv nothing to look forward to, n each tmr would mean newer problems. N to think i was so naive thinkin that everyone's life is as perfect as mine, with parents acting as knights and fending away all the nasty things in life. Now tt i realise how lucky i was growing up and how lucky i am still now, i jus hv a simple wish that i can be the type of mummy that my mummy has been to me, she has solutions to EVERYTHING, she is wonder-mum, i wanna be wonder-mum to my kid to, if one day i think i m able to be wonder-mum, then i guess its the day im ready to be one. =)
11:03 PM
A Little Letter to Yr 2007
I know its a little later than usual, but i had to sort out my 365 days worth of thoughts into a summary. =p Gd bye yr 2007, gd bye sweet 23, gd bye late night clubbing antics, gd bye alcohol, see you in more rational situations, preferbly less frequently.. *grinz*
Thanks to SG, for giving me a reason to lose my urge to break rules, ur nxt task, my uncontrollable urges to take risks, have taken a hell lotsa risks in 2007, some ended up well, some not so wat i had in mind, but all ended up well i guess.
There were many scares that you yr 2007 presented to me, the frequent health checks, x-rays, ultra-sounds, even a simple cough can erupt into a big episode, but oh well, hv many little presents in return so i aint complaining. Yr 2008 hasnt been exactly friendly to me initially, had a damn bad fall on the road n today is 2 weeks after tt nasty fall n i still aint recovered. But, on a happier note, hv been asked to go for many interviews. =)
Thks 2007, for showing me that life is all about decisions, n sometimes u jus hafta follow ur gut feel. Which i'm bloody glad i did.
Sch has been great fun, the topics and teachers are getting very interesting and i have learnt so much, i'm appreciative and i now hv a rough idea of what i wanna do when i retire or grow tired of the corporate life, learning for me is not only to increase one's value to the the corporate world, but to me, its an interest, tt's y i went back to sch. Its fun, i genuinely feel that im gaining knowledge and benefitting from the class. I'm thankful for the chance.
I'm thankful for having a chance to go mummy's workplace and being her assistant FOC, i enjoy goin to work with her and knowing what she faces at work, getting to know her colleagues, i'm thankful. I think i will tell her how proud i am of her tmr. =)
To yr 2007, thank you for the many surprises, thank you for the many encounters, thank you for the many chances, now that it you hv ended, i will reminsce it in thanks and gradtitude; for the end of a chapter signifies the start of another one which i write in colours and pride.
9:54 PM
My Name
Friend