purplelistic

its has been a series of departure lately.

First was the decision to move on, then was my sec sch fren and my heart.

it all hurts more than i thougt it would.

it hasnt been the best month but i'm hangig in there so i will see the end of the rainbow..

if only i too believe that there is an end to the rainbow. so far there has only been plenty of rain.

it had been really cold n lonely, i wonder do u also feel cold when u feel sad, or isit a coincidence? n when ur lonely, isit always on a cold day?

suddenly my simple world hasnt been simple, where the stars were shining all day hasnt been shining, like all the stars have exhausted theri shine and all decided that they need a break at the same time.

so many things happened and i now see life from a different angle, i guess, if everyone has a pre-known expiry date to their life, we will all made very different decisions.

it has hurt much worst than i tot it would, n its a kind of nagging nibbling type of pain that eats right thru you, bit by bit at a time, especially when ur alone and sitting down.

its a post with many feelings, kinda like needing an outlet but yet afraid to reveal too much, much to the contradiction of an open blog. but knowing me, i guess this is wat u will expect.

and to you: thank you for ur email, its the best gift i have ever received. Thank you.

9:37 PM