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vulnerable

Saturday, August 18, 2007

feeling very vulnerable, may be tt im a little under the weather lately.

wat's to whine? i ve a great family, super frens and a drop dead gorgeous bf (he sometimes visits me blog to see what im up to u see, grinz), a job in a darn bloody established MNC, stable job, reasonable pay, gd colleagues BUT i still hate my job.

i dun wanna settle, i dun wanna live my life this way, i wanna find a job i really really like, i wanna go to wk jumping for joy, feeling immersely satisfied after a day's wk, and go home drained but fulfilled.

i knew i shld hv listened to my inner voice and tendered after cny in frb, damn! i was tempted by the fact tt my boss invited me to go w the distributors to PARIS~ the materialistic me got tempted, and so im whining now, didnt get to go to paris but toured around scandanavian, not too bad, but would hv been btr with anothee crowd.

so now im trapped, by the yr end bonus, cos my lavish ways has deteoriated my savings, okok, i nv had any savings in my life and would like to start using the bonus.

and many other reasons tt is hindering me from quitting, aiya, u get my drift right?

and so i'm am bloody unhappy now. bleah, i despise myself.

8:44 PM