went to mummy's wk place, cant remember when but i saw these lovely little tables n chairs!~ mum even bought them little pots n pans to play with, OMG!~ i so wanna go back to kindergarten!! jus learn to sing little meaningless omgs bout make believe pple n play w toys all day long, n mum will even force me to take naps! how can life be better than tis?
the little corner where the little children put their pencils, crayons n colour pencils n wkbooks~
the 'play' corner! the 'stove', 'sink' n masak.. aren't they simply the cutest?!~
the white board n the little chair! so darn cute! reading corner on the left!
the panaromic view of the classroom for little ones!~
Serene went to japan n got me loads of stuff!~ one of them is this hello kitty biscuit from sanrio land toyko! i cant bear to open, but it would be such a waste to let them expire (sooner or later) so tadaa!! Isn't the packaging so so cute already! Serene n i r both HUGE sario n hello kitty fans! been wanting to get a hello kitty table phone since last yr but haven really gone around lookin for it yet. E-bay's selling for bout USD30 though.
the exterior
the insides
the biscuit itself!!
got eyelash extensions done last fri right before the cny, looks pretty darn gd on the 1st day, then after tt it still looks gd, now its so darn long i cant wear my specs properly cos my eyelash will get in the way! haha, that is how loooong my lashes r now, shiok!~ I LOVE IT! no need for lash curlers, no need for mascara, no need all this mascara fibres extensions things tt r so darn difficult to manage, now i hv naturally fabulous looking eyelashes, majorly cut down my dolling up time! wahahahah!
snap shot of my lashes!~
for vday i got a mysterious greenbox, i should say a shocking green box, i was made to open up in the nice little restaurant we were having dinner in, (he wanna see my reaction), so i did.
the mysterious green box.
the lid, (my fav pics! he was always listening after all!!)
it contains a belt tt i've n wanting to get one for a long long time, always wanted something like this, he was such a sweetheart. he decorated the bos w pics of us from the latest date to the oldest, tt was all we had left cos both of pc crashed. it was so so sweet!
My pressie, wat i hv been wanting to get, a very pleasant surprise!
the bottom of the box, beautifully done up with love~
10:08 PM
happy cny everyone~
a whole yr jus flew past before me AGAIN..
i missed so many things while i was workin OT, i missed many dinners at home, i missed gatherings, i screw up, i was stressed, i switch into bitch mode very often.. may be rethinking my whole career path, may be asking for transfer, if i dun succeed mayb i'll hafta re plan.. anyway, i'm only thinkin. If i can give up the opportunity to go to sweden n after tt either switzerland or paris n ask for the transfer i think u guys can get how bad it is..
received a couple of bad news throughout the last few days before the new yr, grandpa's little bro has cancer, grandma was like, ok, pple grow old, things happen.. then a few days later, grandma's 6th sis has cancer, of the lungs and has only 6 mths to live, she was still ok, not too upset, shocked, but still doing ok, then her 3rd sis has cancer, her 3rd sis = her bestest fren has cancer, n she will leave us anytime, she is very very upset, then my little cousins has to be rebellious n do something which i find extremely unforgivable n breaks her heart.. . Which upsets mummy to see her mum so upset which in turn upsets me.. i know shit happens but y do they happen altogether? sigh~
as u guys would already know, my paternal grandpa n i r extremely close n he is extremely funny, but cos of work i haven visited him in almost 2 months, i know its a lame excuse, but at that time i didnt think 2 mths was so long a time but now i know to an old man it is. His health deterioate at an alarming speed n he can't seem to recognise me anymore, the person who shares beard papa with me n pesters me to buy tuna buns from four leaves may no longer recognise me, the person who i say 'Hi ah gong!' n he will say 'Hi!' back, the person who made all my dreams come true, the person tt i pat to slp, coax him till he slps, chats with, watch tv with, hugs, may no longer remember me.. when he had problems with his eyes, at least he recognises my voice, n says hi to me, but now, i'm not sure, i still hold his hand, n he holds mine, but i dun think he knows who i am..
i was with him all the way when he could walk, till he needed help, till couldn't walk, in a wheel chair, now he has difficulty in sitting in a wheelchair, this is the man who carries me n cycles to buy breakfast, who told me his life story in the hospital, i miss the times, jus the 2 of us, watching tv, chit chatting, i love him, will he ever remember?
anyway, i hope u guys r doing well, i miss laughing. . . real genuine happy laughing.. not those disgusting polite smiles n laugh.
jus needed to blog these out, feeling a tat better.
if u guys r wondering, i'm fine, jus dun feel like talkin bout it. thks for wanting to ask. =)
1:04 AM
i'm my worst critic, u know u hv those days that u jus judge urself, and are critical with everything u do, i'm in bitch mode now n i'm crtical. Shit, sometimes i think i'm too harsh on myself, i'm not gd enough for myself. It muz be stress.
11:07 AM
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6:01 PM
After wk yesterday, i changed into 3/4s and. . .. . Went to the stadium n caught the match!! YES the final competitive match in kallang stadium!!! N we won!!! 2 - 1!!! the atmosphere was great and it was an exciting match. However, goin home was a nightmare, squeezing in a pool of red..
Anyway, when the Lions were awarded a penalty kick the other team's players walked off the field refusing to play, for a moment the fans at the stadium were lke blur, wat was happening? then we realised t they refused to play, -_-III Both country's supporters were seperated into different seatin areas, n both fans were taunting each other when there's a goal or near goal, it was so bad after the boycott that a TEAM of cisco guards gotta stand in between the aisle to stop them from getting violent. aiyo... from where i was seated, for a moment when the ciscos appeared, all i could see was a pool of bright light yellow walking stuff, cos of their safety vest thingy. wahahahah...
Anyway jus this morning was talkin to a colleague bout the match cos he missed it OT-ing, e uncle seating next to me says ' the way i see it, it wasn't suppose to be a penalty', n he supported the other team, i'm like -_-III , u know the unspoken rule between soccer fans is that u NEVER say anything bad bout another fan's team, some pple treat soccer as a religion, (n no i'm not 1 of them, i treat soccer as purely a entertainment to pass time, but seriously watchin it live is a exhilarating experience!) so u see, my point is that the uncle is tactless as my other colleague's jaw dropped after he said tt.
anyway, it was a gd game n heard it on the news that the authorities were concerned bout the safety of Singaporean fans n players in Thai nxt wk, but the Thai authorities assured tt as long as the S'pore fans n players abide to the rules n regulations, all would be well. But i wonder wat our authorities heard to have such concerns n actually broadcast as part of the news..
hmmmm...
9:02 AM
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