Hi Darlings, i wanna learn dving, yes, with the oxygen tank n all, need a partner, any takers? a 1 wk course, i'm serious!!!
5:51 PM
when you're head over heels, you are an
The rituals of romance are important to you. And for that reason, if the object of your affections doesn't appreciate the value of things like red roses and candlelight dinners, they might not hold your interest for very long. However, you're not just looking for a thoughtful date who appreciates romantic gestures. You seek a deeper emotional bond.Once you find that special love, you'll probably be the first to declare that you're head-over-heels rather than hold back you're emotions. After all, what good is being in love if you can't share it?
2:38 PM
This post made me laugh! Even though i know everytime u click on "Find Out", it will generate a new ans, but this is my first attempt and this is the ans. Wahahaha..
u guys would probably already know i like to laugh and even if its the slightest thing, especially so when i'm tired. RS n i oncce laughed till we squat on the floor of the candy bar at GV Grand all bcos we were struggling to pull out a bag of raw corn to make popcorns n started imagining wat would happen if the raw corns spilled out, n yesm cos of this we laughed for a gd 10 mins!~ wahahahaha.. Another time when i was in poly i think i went to the supermkt with mum n on the way back met a not-of-aquainted neighbour n her daughter in the lift, the daughter dropped her big-walkin-stick-type of umbrella on the lift floor n i giggled uncontrollably, the whole-body-shakin-kind of giggle, n boy was mum embarrassed, she kept makin small talk w the other mum to divert attention but oops, too late. Once we exit the lift and got on seperate ways, mum turned n asked, 'you na me hao xiao meh?' wahahahah, i cracked up again n act ke lian 'zhen de heng hao xiao ma' =p
Another time was in sec 1, one of my class mates (girl) was rocking her chair backwards to chat w another fren when she lost her balance n fell to the floor, (n no she is definately not injured but shocked, but confirmed not injured,) her chair got caught under the sch's desk n so landed in an awkward position tt now her butt is sitting on the chair's backrest, n the back of the neck caught under the desk n she started struggling to sit up so her hands n legs were waving frantically in the air to get up, but obviously she cant cos she's so very stucked, n i was sitiing jus diagonally across her, cos it was post exams period, our tables were all single filed, n i happen to witness the WHOLE thing, the fren she was talkin to only helped her after starring for bout 3 mins. I KNOW, I KNOW, by now u guys will probably be like 'tsk, tsk, this anyi so mean..' but hey~ at tt exact moment it didnt occur to me tt i can help, i was also in shock ok! wat r the chances you will be stuck like tis sia? anyway, after tt (but not in front of my fren) i laughed, not histerically ju those stiffled silent type. =p
BUT, last month, while playin MJ with serene, sx, kay, her bf n zc i suddenly remembered this incident n laughed hesterically at the table, tried sayin the story in between my giggles but no one understood, so after a full 15 mins of laughing, n inbetween short burst of laughing, i finally manage to say my story. wahahaha, n it felt gd to laugh so heartily, u guys shld try it, but not at other pple's expense hor, i didnt! my fren didnt know i was still laughin at her after 9 yrs. =p
ps: everytime when i browse frenster n see her pic i smile knowingly to myself. =p
anyway, this is not the main reason i wanted to blog, main reason was actually u know in my office there r only 2 toilet cubicles for females n they r extremely clean mind u, yest i jus finish poo-ing n an auntie was alrdy waiting outside, n u know ur poo is smelly when u uself can smell it n thinks its smelly right? n yest that poo was smelly, so i quickly finished n exit but she entered, in that 0.5 seconds on her way into the now pungent cubicle, i struggled, 'hld i or shld i not tell her i jus poo-ed n she should wait awhile for the smell to diffuse?, its a qn of ethics, if its me i would get a bloody nasty shock if u enter in a cubicle n breathe n it has the after smell of shit, MAJOR EEWWWWWWWWWW!!!! happens especially so in long queues in alrdy smelly public toilets, n mind u i only shit n pee in clean toilets n only if i'm major urgent, or else i would rather wait till i get home, tt's how my bladder got infected 3 times alrdy, i know, i know, im tryin to quit the habit. anyway so i struggled painfully to tell or not to tell? in the end i didnt. wahahahaha...
My qn to u is, will u tell? i mean i will tell u guys cos we r so bloody 'familiarised' w each other, but will u tell ur poor colleague or let her get a nasty shock? *sly grin*
11:33 AM
i was wondering what if i haven met the people whom i've met, what would i hv become now? allow me to further explain:
1. If i haven scored an all time low of 226 in my psle i wouldnt be posted to S'goon sec n i would still hv been a 'jiak gan tang' now n still a big snob n wouldn't understand simple hokkien, i would be a even bigger stuckup spoilt pain-in-the-ass than i am now, can u even imagine tt?!
2. if i haven met michael in sec sch n he hasn't broken my heart nearing the 'o' levels, would i hv studied my ass off for the 'O's? n if i didn't studied my ass of i would not hv gotten 15 points, who is a hell of an achievement for me considering i didn't know how to solve a simple algebraic equation 3 mths b4 the 'O's.
3. N if i didnt go to s'goon i would not hv met serene n the girls, the gang and so many pple, n i wouldnt hv anyone to spend x'mas n cny w every yr, (the gang try n spend every x'mas together n cny at serene's)
4. n if i didn't get 15 points i wouldn't hv met my lovelies from poly n wouldn't hv had such alot of fun w them in sch markin such memorable yrs in poly n i wouldnt hv met my wonderful Mr Heng n wouldn't hv mustered enough courage to leave michael n probably would be in the same nasty relationship or would hv been together w another michael, (my cousin's navy fren which i hv nv mentioned to any of u cos it was complicated).
5. n if i really chose to go for arts instead of doin a mkting degree, i wouldn't hv gone to uni together n wouldnt hv known our dearies. sj n von, n if i haven chosen mkting we wouldnt have know our cute ms dolly n wouldnt hv had yummy but pale looking chicken in melb for dinner n such yummy salad for x'mas 06. If i haven been to uni i nv would hv had the best trip of my life w my closely knitted grp of frens who i can proudly call my frens for life!~
6. If i haven met my uni frens n haven graduated together n didnt hv that hell of a fun chalet i would hv nv learnt how to ride a bicycle n wouldnt discover how fun n free it is to be on a bicycle! (ps: i wanna go bicycle riding!!!) it really is an achievement for my frens to teach a 22 yr old how to ride a bike when im suppose to learn it 15 yrs ago!~ =p
7. n if i haven met mr heng i wouldnt be the same person as i am now, let me explain, i m someone who likes freedom n a hell of a stubborn ass, i do wat i want n when i like it, but no i'm not rebelious nor difficult to get along, i jus like to enjoy life, party hard n play hard, one thing u guys may not know is tt i like to drink, n if i club i drink quite alot, my 1st drink is usually the lambogini, so u get my drift, ( there was one incident tt mr heng n i club in the same place, n no we didnt plan it tt way, we went w our seperate frens n for me unfortunately for me, coincidently met there n he was behind me when i was having a little tequlila poppin session w my frens n he saw the full session b4 we ordered the 2nd round of nead, he tapped me on my shoulder n said 'hi baby!' i was like shit, n when my frens asked me how many for 2nd round i had to wink at her n do some silent signalling tt mr heng's behind me, wahaha) so tt was when he discovered i had a love for alcohol, n if mr heng isn't around to nag n nag n in a way herd me back to main rd when im astray i probably would've done alot of things i would hv regretted, (my parents cant herd me back cos obviously they dunno tt i drink like no tmr, cos i always plan in a way when i'm home after clubs i'm alrdy after-high) so in a way he's my nanny n reminder for which i am thankful. n no he does'nt get mad n ctrl my drinking n club sessions but rather jus gently reminds me in a way tt i will listen. =)
All in all i am thankful for the things tt happen to happen so i can meet so many wonderful pple n hv such precious frens
Actually jus wanna to whine bout my bad hair day cos i tried using less a pdt on my hair n it turned out yucky but dunno y my thoughts seriously drifted.. oh well. hope u guys enjoyed reading, but does anyone seriously reads my entries?! pls leave a tag, pretty pls..
12:13 PM
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life.
You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
bloody accurate, another test jus proven tt i'm a dreamer n not practical!~ but oh well~ tt's who i am n i actually enjoy being a non practical dreamer~ *winks*
9:55 AM
Saw michael at the exhibition on 31st Dec, he was with fel, his current gf, seeing him after soooo long actually made me feel at ease, he walked up to me n we talked, he introduced fel to me, i realise i no longer dislike or loathe him, i have finally untied tt untangled chain in my heart, i used to feel that i tried so bloody hard for that relationship but y didn't it work out? y muz he cheat? i waited for him to come back n tired so hard, wat went wrong? after tt, i used to frown when i hear his name, didnt wanna add him in msn, very spitful when he calls, he did apologise, sayin tt he was young n all, but i was jus stubborn. He was really sweet n loving in the beginning n treated me extremely well but i was cold n nonchalant, but towards the end, things change, we swopped roles.
i wont deny i was badly hurt, it was 5 long yrs, though i cant remember any gd times now but i'm sure there was. Denial hinders healing, that i would know, i didn't realise that sometimes no matter how much we like the person, or how hard we try, sometimes its due to a simple reason that we r jus not suitable, being together would be suffocating n painful. I didnt understand that, i was stubborn, young n headstrong, i didnt want to fail, i want it to work, i want it to work even though we have stop liking each other and r diiferent already, i was in denial, tt he will realise tt we were meant for each other and would come lookin for me again, (16 is such a childish age) cos i'm so nice to him, i think i told him i would wait for him n all the blah blah stuff, when he was 2 timing, but once he was not 2 timing anymore, i treated him not-so-well again. -_-II wat you dun get is always the one you want, but once u hv it, u will start to think, wat's e big deal anyway? haha. i was so naive then, sweet silly 16.
Blogging bout this got me thinking, after every relationship, one will grow, grow to understand oneself better, understand ur needs n wants better, understand wat makes u smile, wat makes u cry, sometimes its not tt u really like the person so much n dun want him to leave but rather you dun want it to end like tt, you refuse to let go, not now, not yet, the i-dun-wanna-lose-attitude. I was once like tt, mike helped to me grow, he once told me, 'u dunno how to love, its not a game' now i know y.
Thanks to mike, i grew, i realised n i learnt to love, now w dar we're v happy. we're comfortable, we're very much in love. love should never be suffocating or painful, it should be peaceful, loving n happy all the time. I've learnt, thanks. Hope u guys will learn somehing from my lesson. =)
10:20 AM
My Name
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