BIG Sigh~
My colleague says i look mature for my age, damn sianz.. .. . ..
Tellin a girl she looks mature is like telling me i look darn old, -_-II
Upsetting sia. .. .
Especially since my colleague is quite cute looking. =p
But oh well. . . . Tryin to convince myself tt i'm not, so as long as I dun admit to myself then i wont be, wahahahahha.. self denial syndrome... darn.. feelin low on the fri of x'mas weekend...
Especially when it is a bothersome issue to me since, u know.. . . Its been a chokin thing tt's been bothering me ever since you know, aiyo. . . . i read an email bout how we shld be responsible of our own feelings n tt when we r upset or angry w wat pple says, it is actually bcos we CHOSE to be upset by their comments. After i read the article i was like, wooooooo. . .. . deep.. . either the author has an extraordinarily high EQ or the rest of the world has none. So i chose the latter to make myself feel better.
Anyway, the issue is not wat others think, its the fact tt i think i look much older than him as well, but the universal fact is, I AM indeed older, wat a hell of a contradiction, i'm older but i dun wanna look it, n i want the person who's younger and who irritatingly has a baby face which i fell in love with, to look older, wah piang! I think i'm gettin abit crazy. It muz be the overdose of x'mas spirit or the lack of it in the office. *bleah* sucky. . .
till later!~
10:20 AM
